City of Angels

So I've been in Los Angeles since the day before Thanksgiving.  Thanksgiving was real chill and relaxing spent time with my close friend Svenya and my temp boss George. I have met alot of people while I've been here, I hope to stay in contact with everyone when I return back to Charlotte. So far...the probation period of Los Angeles, you definitely have to have money, a great support system, and strength.  Stength to support yourself when everyone questions your ability and dreams, strength to keep following your passion and dreams, even when people try to tell you differently.  At times I've been down, but has one of my tarot cards told me the other day, "Steady Progress" Right now I'm in the right place, at the right time, for me...I'm not on the same time line as everyone else, I currently dont have a relationship, my own intimate family, but that doesnt mean it's not going to happen. Another saying I'm trying to keep in mind during my stay and also for the new year to come is Go For It.  Stop worrying about what will happen if i take that Risk, the risk to talk to someone, the risk to audition, the risk to fail.  Stop worrying and just Go For It. I have the Angels beside me and God's destiny within me. I just got to stay positive...

Every morning now I learn to meditate.  Just focus on my breathing and think positive thoughts to release any negative ones i've had in my life, past and present. I want a clean future, a bright one. 

I havent been out of the house that much but the times that I do theres SO many characters, and they walk around like they're the ish...not conceited or cocky, but definitely with confidence. I certainly want to walk around and have that confidence within me and even if i hear negativity, make sure I don't marinate on it, because that's just life and bad energies trying to get me down, and I'm not going to let them win. 

These past few weeks definitely have been teaching me more discipline and appreciation for the smaller things. I'm so not L.A. (as some people say here).  And even if I was to move here I still wouldn't be, I'll still be me just living in L.A.  Lately I've been feeling like life most certainly have bigger and better things for me, more so then what Charlotte can hold.  I'm going to feel like a small fish in a big ocean again, but I definitely feel like I'm capable of it.

I have learned alot more then just the few facts I've stated above but I wanted to start up the blog again since I havent written in here for a few weeks now. 

Keep me in your prayers. Stay blessed..Much love,
Miss Ember